This song reminds me of how I felt when I returned from Germany. I was lost in a delusional world. I didn’t know how I would escape…but I did.
“Am I dead?
Or is this one of those dreams?
Those horrible dreams that seem like they last forever.
If I’m alive, why?
Why?
If there’s a God, or whatever, something, somewhere, why have I been abandoned by everyone and everything I’ve ever known, I’ve ever loved?
Stranded.
What is the lesson?
What is the point?
God give me a sign or I have to give up.
I can’t do this anymore.
Please just let me die.
Being alive hurts too much.”
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