Work has been incredibly stressful for the past few months. I’m constantly being written up and harassed by management. If I didn’t have 18 years under my belt, walking away would be such an easy option.
I was once cautioned by my Psychiatrist not to work full-time. Did I make the wrong decision when I went full-time? I’ve survived 4 years so far. I can’t let fear rule my life and keep me home. I’m not a quitter.
Some days I feel so strong and indestructible. And then there are days like today. Days that my body and mind want to shut down. I want to just close my eyes and have it all disappear. I’m just so tired.
For now, I will keep my head up and keep on fighting the good fight.
